Milestones or Moonstones?

While some other bloggers have recently written about celebrating milestones, I realized I do too good a job of down-playing and ignoring mine.
I'm good at pretending nothing is going on here...
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For instance, Mr A. recently wrote his 300th post, is having a two year blogger anniversary, had a birthday, n is celebrating finishing an undergraduate degree. Good, even great, for him! Cudos! Applause! Congrats! Party-time!
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I've also done those things, but without mentioning them on ESR-bloggy. My 300th post slipped by me at "WTWC?" (stands for: "What's This World Coming To?").
I didn't even look at the dashboard that day, too rushed.
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I passed my two-years blogging anniversary five months ago! Now I'm almost at 2.5!
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My B-day zipped past largely unnoticed except by those who know me well, way back at "Zzzzz" Yes, I slept thru most of the day. If you read earlier comments you could've figured it out. Although not directly referred to, I hinted about it. I feel pretty old lately, n that's where the title "A New Age" seemed to fit a post, also ambigously referring to my new digi cam n dvd player, (birthday presents) after waiting to have these items for eons!
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My undergraduate degree with high honors (BFA magna cum laude) in Visual Design was obtained way back in September '92 after taking my one remaining science requirement, "Astronomy" as a summer course. This worked out well to be able to take my kids star gazing through the telescape out in a field at the university, because it was summer vacation as a single parent, warm out, n very late at night!
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I celebrated my graduation with my extended family members earlier in June, but it didn't feel right, because I knew I wasn't finished with that one needed course. Also, I got upset every time I thought about the fact my Dad didn't get to see me graduate, having died a year earlier from the Big "C". I didn't feel like celebrating at all.
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Even still, I'm in the habit of not acknowledging my milestones. I also look at the night sky every chance I get, even though my eyes are beginning to lose focus on the stars due to my age.
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I don't celebrate the way I used to. I don't go out to clubs, or drink and smoke anymore. I don't feel like calling people, n generally have trouble feeling happy about my accomplishments. I've been waiting too long for a well deserved ellusive pay-off. It gets discouraging!
I'm still waiting for the monetary success to catch up to my accomplishments n skills success.
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Meanwhile, it's cold, a rainy-sleet night outside, Christmas is about here, n I get to ignore it, except for everyone's greetings!
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I have a very bad habit of not reacting. I'm just not feeling it yet. I don't get to celebrate, n I'm resigned to the fact. My lights aren't out on the little trees.
Most of my stuff will be sent to others late, for this I apologize, but one day off just isin't enough time to do it all.
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I'm sore n exhausted from my job. I probably should be sleeping instead of trying to get to the holiday chores on the docket for my over-night hours. But I'm not much of a slacker either...
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Merry Week! ... EEK!