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Another day off full of errands n chores, n still so much left to do without time for it all, n I'm pooped, already! I want to do so much more I know the energy doesn't exist for now.
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My sore parts like this activity, cause I get to sit in my easy chair with the feet up. After all, I work hard n certainly deserve rest.
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Alot of folks writing about strange dreams lately, got me searching the files at http://www.petrix.com/dreams/ again, to look up elements of old dreams. Strange how it's easy to remember the ones deemed significant. Many through out my life I can remember with the images.
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Yet some sleep-dreams evaporate upon awakening, although we knew where were were under the blanket of unconsciousness at the time.
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I know there are places I go in dreamland, that are familar n often visited there, which don't exist in this world. There are also very good friends who don't exist in awake land, either. I tend to have alot of new pets there also.
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Especially appreciated are getting what seem like real visits with people or animals which you realize are now deseased upon awakening, (while dreaming the illusion of aliveness was believed). A few times I've felt the conflict of realizing the loved one was deceased in the middle of dreaming, turning it into an intense emotional experience.
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Some dreams I believe are what they are, exactly. I remember a dream when I heard my Dad call my name as I was getting in my car, the Olds, which used to be his. I turned around n he kissed me good-bye just before I left speeding off in the car. I believe it was a visit from beyond, because he'd been passed over a few months at the time, n we'd not gotten a chance for a final good-bye before he'd gone. He looked so young n full of vitality, I can still see it. It certainly felt real enough to me.
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I wonder if I'll get any weird TV problems tomorrow. It used to be his birthday, n he'd have been 78. A few years back on this day, I actually hit the daily number, his age n my age, all four digits exact. Too bad I only bet .50 cents. Maybe it's worth a hard earned dollar tomorrow...
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We're expecting a snowstorm. Spring shall return in an upcoming episode.
Sweet dreams zzz ...